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Post by Xiao on Jul 29, 2009 7:33:46 GMT -5
I walked into this dark forest with my spirits down low. I was so tired I collapsed on the ground without even making a bed. I had walked for days not stopping to sleep, or hunt. My demons hunted me in my sleep and I howled in pain. I woke up and hunted and got myself a scrawny rabbit which I devoured. Yes. I thought as I looked around. I can live here and die with no manen around. My ears pricked up as I heard a manen rustling softly around. I back up until my rump hits a tree and I can't go farther. "Who is there?" I call out as my heart thumps.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 29, 2009 20:17:21 GMT -5
Nami had been walking through the forest as she usally did. She hunted a fat hawk from the morning sky and set on her way. While she was walking she scented another manen. She quickly sniffed her way to the source. As she entered the others camp she heard a voice from the base of a tree. "Who is there?" Hello! I am Nami, a loner with no tribe. I mean you no harm. I'm sorry I startled you, what is your name?
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Post by Xiao on Jul 30, 2009 9:47:38 GMT -5
"My name is Honoo." I say but I still try to slowly back away. My heart pounded and I didn't want her to come closer. "I'm a wrenched horrible manen. Please go away or I might accidently hurt you." I was tainted and sorry but I thought I could never live in peace. I could try to live away from manens but I would always meet one. "I'm tainted and I should die." I whisper in a soft voice that I didn't know the wind would carry to the fae. A small tear softly dropped down my red coat. "I'm tainted, and I never wanted to be." I whisper again into the wind.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 30, 2009 14:43:58 GMT -5
I listen to Honoo, I knew this was a manen with a horrible past. You're not horrible, you can't hurt me. If you do try to I shall fly. I knew he would not hurt me, he only imagined he would. I'd seen some like that, their pasts wretched. You do not deserve to die, no one does. You have just made mistakes. Mistakes that you will always live with, but that does not mean you are evil. You are only evil if you enjoy what you do, and I can tell you don't. You still have time, you may change your heart I sat next to him, trying to keep him comfort. He was lost and I was tying to find him.
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Post by Xiao on Jul 30, 2009 19:17:22 GMT -5
"I can't be trusted I just can't. I was duped before I can easily again. All the killing and horror. All the bodies and crying manens. All the bloood and ones who screamed and I killed. I killed and killed and killed. I'm forever bloody. I did it all with my own paws. I should be killed and have a horrible death that befits a monster like me." The tears came more easily now. They flowed down my muzzle and stained my fur darker. I howled a song that was so full of sadness and mourning any manen would start crying.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 30, 2009 20:18:10 GMT -5
I shuddered I could picture the gruesome scenes that had happened before Honoo. How could he do it? Why? Why did you do it? I said it not in a accusing voice, but in a questioning voice. He had to have a reason. No one killed for fun. I felt horrible, the screaming and crying. But he was no murder, he didn't seem like one. He seemed nice and scared. Maybe I could help him, even if he did really do all those terrible things.
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Post by Xiao on Jul 31, 2009 12:18:37 GMT -5
"I was duped easily into doing it. I was tricked into starting a war. I was duped before I can be again." I shuddered violently again, and back again into the rough bark on the tree adding more tree bark on my rump. I move aside nimbly from the tree and now I back up more while fixing her with my intense green gaze that said not to come any closer. "Please." I beg her as I see her try to come closer as I back up.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 31, 2009 21:13:27 GMT -5
I was astounded, who would trick someone like that? To kill and fight? How cruel could you get? I wanted to help him so bad, but he wouldn't let me get close. And I didn't want to force him or frighten him. So I just stayed where I was and let him be. Only telling him once, You don't have to be like this.
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Post by Xiao on Jul 31, 2009 21:25:34 GMT -5
"But I was." I whisperas I look at her. She was like my sister. Just thinking about my sister felt like I was bleeding deeply and badly. I howled a song of mourning again and look at her. "Excuse for stareing but you look like one of my sisters. I loved her like the others but then she." I cut my sentance off and look at the other manen sadly. "She was not supposed to have that happen to her. I t was terrible me and my other sisters seeing her like that." I was so lost I didn't notice of mind as I felt soft fur brush agaist my fur as she sat down beside me.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 31, 2009 21:34:46 GMT -5
Let your feelings out. Talk about it if you have to, be silent if you have to. You have had a terrible past, let it all go. Bring your true self out I sat next to him to comfort him, he was having terrible flashbacks, he needed comfort. Even if he didn't know it.
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Post by Xiao on Jul 31, 2009 21:47:29 GMT -5
"Ok they made my sweet small little sister a...a... mass muderer. It was so scary when I saw her she looked like she was having fun when she killed. She murdered so many,and my parents unable to bare the pain. They killed her and then killed themselves. I had to take care of my other sisters, even now I don't know where they are and I might have more brothers and sisters I don't know of." I let it all out to this stranger. I felt I would brust. The tears flowed down my muzzle again and they stained my fur the colour of dried blood.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 31, 2009 21:56:50 GMT -5
Oh Honoo I'm so sorry! I had never, at least I didn't think so, had any siblings. But how did it come to him? But where do you fit into all of this? Why is any of it your fault? I scooted a little closer and wrapped my tail around his back, he flinched a bit but didn't stop me. He needed a friend, and I would be there.
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Post by Xiao on Jul 31, 2009 22:04:34 GMT -5
"It is my fault because I let her see it. She begged me to see a battleground and I let her. Something snapped in her when she saw the bodies and smelled the rottening stench. All she wanted to hear about where battles and soon I was telling her and showing her lethal moves. She soon became crazed and became the monster I was." I felt her tail gently wrap around me and I flinched a little but I didn't move an inch.
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Post by .:Yami:. on Jul 31, 2009 22:13:01 GMT -5
I'm sorry, again. but it isn't all your fault, you can't take the blame. You can just walk away. You can't forgot but you can try to see thats it's not your fault. And I can be your friend, I can help you. For I am a loner to. We can travel together. We can face it together. Normally I would be less social, but he needed help. And I could offer that help.
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Post by Xiao on Aug 1, 2009 8:00:01 GMT -5
"Ok." Was my simple one word answer. "Can you also help me look out for any more loners that might be my sisters? Also what are we going to do now?" I looked at her with a quizzical look on my face.
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